Aku Champion! woOT!

Attended co's internal training - SPIRRIT. compulsary for all staff, am supposed to attend before getting confirmation but in my case, lain. dah confirmed few months baru ler attend. asyik pospon je sbb busy with project schedule... now dah agak free, leh la attend.. yg penting i attend before the next KPI review. :-) Its basically a brief team building session...

Little did I know all the attendees were bosses from various departments. I was the youngest and with title 'macai' - pic: all were enjoying the session. It was fun with lots of discussions and games. :-)

OK If you have attended any seminar with Dr. Lawrence Walter, you wont suprise to see this. The trainer is one of mentee from Dr. Lawrence's academy so she also adapting the same way. I once attended Dr. Lawrence's seminar on sales ... when I was konon2 nak jual unit trust - kahkah! cita2 beso yg tak kesampaian .. but i still remember Dr. Lawrence punya trademark, Fake Money! and cheer, "I SUPPORT U!"    Above pic: fake money with different values - to encourage trainee to participate and active during the session. Any volunteer for games, or any activities or actively participate in discussion will be given this. above were mine taken before lunch .. heh heh..

table name display - ADE is my dept. name .. not some indo guy's name. this is at the back so while ngantukness (session best pun ada ngantuk gak esp. lepas lunch - kenyang!), took a marker and draw draw lorrr ... but couldnt draw much coz need to focus maa.. need more money! hahaha!

Ah- HAH! .. at the end of session .. everyone kira 'hasil' masing2 ... and ehemm ehemm.. I WAS THE WINNER! with highest scores! or she called it CHAMPION! woooT! OK that's me and the trainer, LenaGhaz is her name .. a lady .. trainer jemputan from Performance Development Consultant training centre .. she was a good trainer ..

Steps to the Top by Zig Ziglar .. yey! LenaGhaz kata masa dia bgtau champion will get this book, dia nampak muka aku mmg excited .... dia tau aku nk sangat buku ni .. ekeke pastu i told her, "yes! I like to read Stephen Covey's book" pastu dia kata.. "err..this is Zig Ziglar.." aku mcm alamak..malunyer.. pastu aku kata,"errr, i like all books" hahaha!

one of the games. this one i tak join sbb tu amik pic. wanita ada 3 org jek so tak seswai nak join this game yg nak kena very closed to each other huhuhu ... nak kena duduk atas lap pastu lepas kaki sebelah and praaappp.. jatuh berderaii.. hhaha.. lawak.. yg aku suka tuh, part ni trainer kata, "sorry ladies terpaksa i kuarkan... I kesian dengan fara yang tiny tu .." awwww.. tiny??? kahkahkah! aku rasa dia nak cakap pendek kot HAHAH ... ada 5 ke 6 games... best2 semua nya :-) like!

Message in the book from LenaGhaz - Congratulations Champion! Always remember leadership is about INFLUENCE, NOT position!

Group photo before balik! TERBAIK!

OK. my total duit was 3.55 mil dollars! hahaha!champion katanya!

OK

OK Sekian update for now ..

Terujanya nak pergi kerja!! ... kenapa yeah!

ah ha! kan dah kata, bukan selalu akak lemau nak gi kerja uols! kebiasaannya, akak memang teruja je nak gi kerja ... meh lah akak nak share plak 10 sebab2 biasa yg buat kita teruja nak gi kerja .. kalau ada kena mengena, anggaplah you makan cili ehh .. eerkkk ...

1. boss you kata dia cuti -- oopss

2. key client you kata dia cuti -- oopss

3. you dapat solution lepas semalaman asyik berfikir pasal tu jek ... sampai tido pon termimpi2 - sapa wat programming for sure merasa menda ni punya! It's like petang sebelom tu you balik dengan masalah di dada, sampai terfikir walaupun waktu mandi .. and tetiba ilham you datang and you think you can solve the issue and you tak sabar2 nak test your solution tapi takleh plak nak wat kat rumah sbb tak de VPN, so you tak sabo2 lah nak pi ofis to test it! kan? --wah wahh ini niat paling murni!

4. Ada sort of briefing dari CEO ke, sapa2 ke .. yang main agenda is BONUS

5. Hari tu gaji masuk ... and lebih dasyat kalau hari tu bonus pon masuk!

6. Tak de pending task at your side .. its like your mind is as clear as sky and its like you are as free as bird .. macam indahnya duniaku ini gitu ...naik LRT pon senyum2 je .. siap dah bercadang2 nak lunch out dengan sesapa saja yg free .. ataupon kalau tak de yang free pon its okay... u can survive! gitu ... kan?

7. Semalam nya you dah kasik email panjang giler dekat boss .. kasik update BAEK PUNYER kat boss ... and ko mengharapkan ada reply dari boss walaupun satu line yang berbunyi, "Good, bonus you this year UP sket!"

8. One of your colleague balik dari vacation overseas dan you rasa macam dia nak kasik you fridge magnet ke .. coklat ke .. heh!

9. Hari tu ada new staff nak join your very own team .. and dia kena report kat you, and your boss ask you to 'buat apa2 yg patut' kat new staff tu .. HEH!

10. Hari tu hari jumaat! woot!

ada yang sama tak?

Gambar hiasan - keadaan ketika teruja .. ha .. itu pandangan biasa utk kami yang kerja ngan penuh dedikasi sampai selirat sana sini uols!

:-)

Mondays are not always blues :-)

 Hi everyone! How was your weekend? Mine was fine. Spent Saturday morning watching my 3 beautiful children playing together (not really 100% watching as I was running here and there doing some chores). Later in the afternoon we went to Tesco, our so called favourite weekend getaway.. :-) ekekeke

Sunday was fine too. We Spent at MIL’s place. I was glued to Sophie Kinsella’s Twenties Girl. Once started, couldn’t stop. Keep on reading til very late at nite.. well actually it was today at 3am when I finally finished all chapters. Nice story.. sweet one and as usual, funny~

~and now Iam feeling sleeeeeepy ZZZZzzzz~

I have to write about this. I got my confirmation letter and its effective today. Alhamdulillah :-) The thing is, our financial  year was from Apr to March, so they will only have KPI review to permanent staff confirmed before or on 31^st march. So technically i am not included. Too bad, isn’t it? I was just  4 days behind. What a shame~

But I suppose not everything should follow the rules. Allah know best. When I have already accepted the fact that my past 6 months here will not entitles me for any monitory reward as in ‘bonus’…. My boss mailed me, with ‘Good News’ as his 1^st sentence. And that brings a smile to my face. Alhamdulillah, bila Allah berkehendak, ia akan berlaku :-)

ok it doesn’t mean I will get bonus, but at least I will be reviewed. It is already an appreciation, isnt’t it?

Till we meet again~

March is Interesting

ok before i know, now we're already in the middle of March, so lets live in the present! :-)

March is great, except on the shocking news when japan got hit by tsunami last friday, not long after New Zealand. This really scares me. (and i believe, all of us) - Up till now, i am still avoiding myself from watching the video of the tidal waves that took many lives. My prayers go to the victim, and their family.

First, about my work.. March is the month where we successfully delivered the 1st phase of our project. It is not a very big preject and its not the biggest milestone of the project timeline.. but I still exciting about it. Now that gave me motivation to work harder to achieve the other milestone, which scheduled on June, which is my another romantic month. :-)

 View of the messy project room. In working hours, the room is cramp with around 9 guys and only me is the lady in the room. Pity them for having only not-so-young-and-not-hotchic-and-not-single lady in the team :-)

Then, put work related things aside ... On the same day of the disaster, I was busy with final preparation of my bro in law wedding reception at mil's place in Klang. Despite the bad news on Japan, the house was happening with relatives and neighbors gathered for 'rewang' or 'kendarat' whichever they call it for a session of working together for the event.

Alhamdulillah, the event went great. I am happy for the newly wed. I ordered for them below cake for the cake cutting on the day. Pic below i took from the bake-at-home.blogspot.com the place where i bought it. It's delicious

OK since the letters on the cake were 'H' and 'F' .. So I made a lame joke to my bro in law. I told him, I ordered the cake for them to cut ..but the cake was meant for me. It's supposed to be "Hamid" and "Fara" instead of "Hairun & Fadha". Now please laugh to my joke. :-D

To them, May Allah bless their marriage with as many childrens as they want! :-)

kerja lagi

Hari Isnin lepas, aku masuk kerja lepas 61 hari bercuti. 60 hari maternity, 1 hari aku tambah sbb nak start on Monday.


Pasal kerja .. ok lah tak banyak pun yang aku nak kena catch up .. ada gak issues yang sejak aku lom cuti sampai la aku dah habis cuti still lagik ada and aku gak kena sambung .. hampeh! Some users are just tooo demanding sampai tunggang terbalik nak meet their requirement .. By Tuesday, aku dah rasa mcm dah kerja sebulan jek .. ok thats about work ..


mcm yg aku mentioned before, kali ni aku akan terlebih busy kat opis memandangkan aku kena ada schedule utk nursing. Maklum lah now am a nursing mother! cewah poyo noks! pagi2 aku dtg, terus gi kat iris, our dept's MO and asked her is thre any nursing room for nursing moms .. and jawapannya adalah mengecewakan aku .. TAK ADA .. aku pelik jugak, masa kat bangunan lama, kat CP tuh ada plak bilik tuh .. but kat LYL nih tadak la plak .. hmmm maybe i shld ask for one? urghhh lemah aku bab nak mintak2 nih .. huhuhu takut lah takuttt!!

So kena lah aku menumpang kat surau .. tapi dah memang nasib tak begitu menyebelahi aku .. surau rupanya takder power point!!! and pump aku plak takder batteri operated .. jadiknyer, hari tuh aku pun pump guna manual .. aku sedih giler .. huhu tapi tabahkan hati jugak demi nak kuarkan susu .. tapi, memang MIRACLE lah .. kalau kat rumah, aku pump guna manual takder nya nak kuar .. tapi kat situ, aku dapat 7 oz per session .. aku rasa best giler .. cuma panjang la sket masa tuh .. tp tak per lah .. oleh kerana tu, aku ubah schedule yg aku plan .. daripada 3 kali sehari, aku jadikkan 2 kali je .. pagi around 11.30 (then sambung lunch kul 12) petang plak kul 4.30 ... aku dah bgtau team lead and dia amat understanding ..Alhamudulillah ...


ok, aku ni kan jenis yg tau, tapi malas nak prektis .. contohnya minum air masak banyak2... dari dulu pun aku tau benda tuh tapi tak denya aku minum byk air masak .. sampaikan si Anjali opismet aku nih salu jek tegur aku masa aku pregnant kenapa aku tak minum and tak makan buah-buahan ... aku mcm biasa wat dek aje lah ..


tapi now .. sebab aku tau air masak yg banyak membantu pengeluaran susu, jadik aku dgn rela hati lah minum air masak banyak2 .. tgk pic bawah ni .. before ni, sehari kat opis aku cuma minum half of the blue mug (itu mug aku kawen tuh kasik kat orang dapur huhuhu) ... tapi now, aku leh habis kan satu thumbler sebelah tuh .. 1 liter .. then malam kat rumah pon lebih kurang gitu gak aku minum .. hmmm.. kalau utk diri sendiri tak der nyer la.. tapi memikirkan anak, baru lah ada motivasi ..





Then satu lagik, oat .. sebelum ni aku try makan oat bila orang kata it helps to reduce kolestrol level la, helps to put down weight lah.. aku try tapi sehari dua pastu takder nyer nak maintain .. tapi now ... without failed aku makan oat twice daily .. pagi and malam ..mcm tak caya jek .. aku tak de la nak check kolestrol level ke apa yg penting susu mmg jadik banyak .. aku happy ngan result tu :-)


ok that's about my nursing activity ..


okeh nih pasal keperluan aku la plak huhuhu ... sejak few weeks ago, aku jadik suka giler beli tudung instant tu .. be it online, or beli kat giant, or kat pasar malam .. ekekek!


tapi ada satu yang aku AMAT PERLU beli ... (selain new perfume, new mac lipstick and compact, new modem-better if iphone) .. tapi ini sangat perlu nih ...






huhuhu! kasut aku wehh!!! nih kasut yg aku beli since aku 6 weeks pregnant last year .. and aku pakai mmg lasak habis sbb takder tukar2 pon.. belasahhhh jekk.. now belacan pon lagi cantik kan??


ok dahh itu je nak update!

Deco for deepa raya at ofc

Pic2 taken while preparing for Inter dept deepa raya deco competition .. competition will be on thursdayMostly done for deepa since easier to find all deco items in market .. raya punyer deco byk dah pulang kat supplier coz raya dah abis lor ... its good to see ppl from diff races buat benda2 fun nih sesama ..

mula2 aku cuma niat nak nyebok2 and nak tumpang amik gambo jek .. tapi last2 aku pon tertolong huhuhu ... walaupun aku terpaksa jek sbb dorang wat menda2 tuh sebelah cubicle aku .. harus la kena merajin2kan diri kan??



since only 2 of us are malay girls (me and dayah) are in the team, so kitorang ler kena wat kelongsong ketupat tuh .. itu jek la pon for raya part... nak bwk pelita bagai maleh la plak .. mana yg ada jek la ... janji participate katanyerr ...


and hope more pic when we make rangoli esok ... huhuhu never seeen it in real before .. so agak teruja la u ols!

laughing laughing laughing

Salam ols .. !

hiks, am blogging frm office! ngeh ngeh! it has been a loooong time since i post any entries from office .. well .. apakes bangga plak nih?

by the way, UAT for Th*ail*and is almost finish and I couldnt help laughing everytime emails from users reached my mailbox. Its their name actually. unique i can say .. their full name is very long and difficult to pronounce .. yet at the end of their email they will address their nick ..and normally its just a short cute one. Perm*suk*jaru*sup, Such*itra .. tapi panggilan cuma *Pu. huhuhu .. mana datang Pu tuh??? banyak lagi other cases ..so far aku lom jumpa yg nick dia 'ki' .. or yg nick dia 'mak' ... kalau jumpa semua nih at one time, imagine lah if i wanna call them all after one another .. ooopsss ...

if they didnt give their nick name in email, i wudlnt dare to address them anything when replying .. my reply will just start with Hi, thats it. When there's conference call lagi la funny ... mana nak gelakkan their name, mana nak fahamkan their slang .. mana nak fahamkan problem, mana nak betulkan lidah sendiri yg english pon hancus ... OMG ... what an amusement while working .. :-)

and Philip*ines has just started their UAT last Friday ... am not sure if i can get the same laugh again .. we'll see.

1001 malam

few things to note down ~

~ on health and morning sickness :: thank God am getting better and the 1st trimester sickness is slowly going away

~ on weekend :: Had a great weekend, of course with a great health .. the whole saturday we were out to shopping areas. started with the warehouse sale in Shah Alam which i found not really interesting. I ended with a plastic bag with only kids wear in it. The rest just didnt catch my eyes. When we left the place around 12 noon, more crowds are coming in. good tht we finished so thr's no need to bersesak2 dlm tuh.

MIL wanted to look at curtains so i thought maybe its good to go to Jln. TAR .. its Saturday by the way. Sure ramai but well .. when there's a will, there's a way! hahaha boleh gitu?? Alang2 sihat and ada mood, teruskan ajelah kan ..

We had our lunch at Jln. Bellamy for the famous Ikan bakar in town. It was great lunch coz both MIL and FIL like the food so much! esp. ikan terubok .. same taste as mine but not hubby tho.

Made a move to jln TAR rite after zohor. mmg baguih timing coz masa makan tuh, azan bekumandang and depan tuh mmg surau so takyah susah2 carik surau tmpt lain.

As expected, mmg ramai kat Jln TAR. but we managed to park our car in semua house. Tak daya nk carik parking kat selit2 building tuh. And since its saturday, crowd were more coz will be nite market too. hmmm .. we walked to jackel .. carik2 langsir bagai .. aku geram nak membeli but lom ukur lagik tingkap2 pintu2 kat umah so lupakan niat dulu ... kuar jek frm jackel, idlan muntah, habes baju kena muntah. I had to run to myden coz itwas the nearest .. rembat sepasang baju rm11 and salinkan idlan kat tepi jalan .. huhuhu! well .. i guess ppl were too bz doing what they were doing to notice wht we did ...

pastuh, terus jek la jalan2 sampai ke sogo .. but just went to handbag area, carik2 but takdek plak yg berkenan so just kuar balik ... we left around 430 rasanya .. time tuh mmg dh sangat sesak lah .. hmmm ..

reached MIL's place arnd 6.30

oh ok thts it on weeknd ..

~ on work :: the whole trade team is now in new office. Packng was done on Friday and yesterday was our 1st day in new ofc. I hv to say, i like it here better than the old place coz its more spacious and litle bit private. i mean if compared to my old cubicle yg jadik laluan utama tuh ... hmm now i dont hv to like looking around before opening to any browser window .. skype pun laju jek .. oopsss ... dasarr!!!!

and i hv to say this too ... after almost a year here ..i finally got the feeling tht i like it here.. my job and my team .. hohoho .. to know is to love?? i mean there are many things tht makes us close to each other .. day by day i've learn how they work,how they jokes and all .. and the more i know them the more i understand and i guess its reducing the barrier between us ...

honestly, am glad.

i never took this long to get to know ppl or for ppl to get to know me .. but with them its different .. maybe its because i am the thorn between roses? well .. actually i am one of very few roses between many thorns ... huhuhu! wht am trying to say is aku dah jadik minority kat situ so itulah aku slow sket .. hohoho alasan kah??? layannnnn! Now, dah ok dah .. dah bulih bertepok tampar, dah berani usik mengusik tak hingat and aku punyer gelak pun dah tak control2 dah .. i guess slowly,am becoming myself ... hmmm wht a self accomplishment! bravo fara bravo! poyo gitu!

okeh, thts about it.


~ On family :: Time flies. Really. Idlan tu, mcm baru semalam je aku lahirkan dia .. and now he is already a year and 5 months. and he is having a bro/sis soon. Hmmm ... Idlan is now 10 kg and like other boys, he likes boys things. Cars and robots and balls. Balls is his most favorite and the only word he can pronouce correctly. Everything that comes in round shape will be ball for him. Once he pinted to coconut and said, "ball" and later picked it up and throw it away .. seb baik kelapa tua so ringan ler ... once we went to toys' r us and he saw a ball and just holding the ball and he didnt care about other toys ... hmmm ..

- his few first words are those with "B" infront.
- he called hubby correctly "bapak" .. and he called me "bak" instead of "mak" ..
- when he said "nak" it means he wants it but when he doesnt want something, he will also say "nak" but with his hand make the no sign. hmmm ...
- manja ngan bapak more thn mak .. well i guess both my kids are like tht. anak bapak. anak-anak hamid huhuhu!
-manja ngan kakak more than ngan mak jugak .. well kesian mak dia nih huhuuh

Adoi terlebih sudah entry ni panjangnyer! i stop here lah dulu later sambung lagi yach!

salam.

citer apsal kerja lah!

Adoi aku busy banget u ols lately. Ngan UAT for Philipines, Thai, mesia, AE, EA .. ngan production bugs and changes lagi, ngan new module lagik .. semua pong effect kat reports aku .. hampas sekali bila semua mintak country spec report .. semua main ckp urgent jek .. rasa tk mennag tangan adoii! masa nih le TL aku tuh amik cuti kawen! uwa mek terseksa u ols! oh tp looking from positive side, its good. yeah ..kasik positive energy sket dalam minda aku .. supaya leh fokus dan ikhlas mencarik rezeki ... but all these made me closer to the team .. ala2 tak kenal maka tak chenta kan.. bila dah kenal, aku rasa mcm nyesal plak tak masuk SRJK (T) dulu keekek! takpun amik bahsa hindi ke kan .. haruslah soronot takder jurang femisah antara kami ... ooopss ... apa yang penting?? kerja sama... ekekeke!


Last week, masa aku tgh fenin2 pahamkan business (ye, aku slow sket bab2 open trade banking nih walaupun all this while I involve with banking/financial projects ... but this one seems like am really into it .. so tuh yg ala2 sungguh gitu nak comprehend everything .. hampas .. nak pahamkan antara finance level txn ngan doc level txn loan pon nganga2 gitu .. lom masuk lg nk detail into terms .. offering lah, settlement lah, request for finance lah, short payment lah, payment appropriation lahh, anchor lah, spoke lah, buyer-supplier lah bla bla bla .. kosser noks! ) - last week masa aku tgh sambil dok buat script, sambil dok melebihpahamkan table relationship ngan business logic sumer .. opismate aku call suh gi kat cube dia ... coz ada new report req. from malaysia yg dah dibuat tp lom masuk dalam UAT envi. kat cube mamat nih ada la sorang chinese tuh aku bajet sure user from stanchart mesia kan ... masa tgh dok ckp2 tuh, chinese tu tanya kat aku, "Do u know me?" and aku ngan jujur noks jawab je tak kenal ... dia senyum jek pastu kata, "I'm Man" oooppsss ... wakakak!! itulah, selama nih dok borak over the phone jek..rupanya dia la one of users from HK. terus aku ala2 excited gitu .. aku siap bajet dia dah tua coz suara dia sgt lah soft dlm phone cakap mcm gaya atuk2 gitu .. rupanya muda lagik wan*yiu*man nih ... seb baik aku tak cakap melayu ngan dia coz aku bajet dia cina mesia .. ekeke! sejak tuh bila dia call aku rs segan la plak .. selama nih aku tak segan sgt coz aku ingat dia dh tua and buta IT wakakakka! ooopss!


apa lagi? tu jek dulu lah .. nak tido .. esok gi kerja lagik ... hmmmm .. I hope tomorrow will be better than today! caiyok Fara!! bring all positive energy only! abaikan kata2 yg leh menyerongkan fokus anda! perghh!

apa barang emosi berlarutan??

ehem,


emosi aku dah stabil nih ... apa kes nak sedih2 .. biaq pi la sana kat org2 yg menyakiti jiwa ragaku ... aku bangkit nih ... meh aku tunjuk sket kat org2 bahawa aku kuat, macam badang! aku tak biasa maki2 secara terangan .. maybe aku kena mintak tunjuk ajar dari Deo ... maybe aku leh copy paste ayat2 yg dia tujukan kat si puaka dia tuh ahaksss .. tapi mana pergi blog Deo ?? eeeiiii takkan tensi sbb Aril kuar AF kot? aku mmg tensi bila Aril kuar .. Yazid ngan Isma tuh patut kuar dulu ... huhuhu ... Jijo masih tak ska Aril kah??


Kerja kat opis tak busy sangat dah. Aku rasa macam nak carik kerja lain ni. Tak boleh tahan dah nak menahan hati yang tensi dan venci ngan si complete jerk tuh .. wek wek ptuiiiiii!!! ha hamek koh!!! fadan muka ...


Esok ada team mates nih, nama dia Goh, last day ... adeh lagi hilang semangat aku .. dalam team aku ni, ada dua puak .. terang dan gelap. sikit demi sedikit terang sudah hilang ... ekekkeke!


okeh, marah2 aside ..sbb aku dah cool ... cool banget nih ... so jom tukar stori


citer pasal anak2 lah, baru mithali sket ... Lydia nih, sejak sangat pandai membaca .. aku nak update blog depan dia pon payah .. habis dibaca kuat2 .. itu tak per lagik .. yang tensi tu, aku dok chatting pon dia kat belakang dok baca kuat2 ... not that aku chat rahsia negara ke apa .. tapi, probnyer, dia marah bila aku type laju2 sbb dia susah nak catch up ... adoiiii!


idlan, pada aku dia makin hensem lah .. wakakka sorry u ols, anak i ols harus la i ols puji dulu .. alahh budak2 sumer comel hensem dan semua2 yg baik .. idlan lom pandai cakap .. dia cuma pandai sebut "Nak" ... aku salahkan bapaknyer lah yang suka jugak sebut word tuh .. opsss ter 18SX ke?? hampon deknon!



itu pic dari kamera adik aku, pic2 lain sila klik

http://picasaweb.google.com/hamanap/BesdayAliffKe7#

Apa lagi? dah dulu lah ... aku nak titun awal, esok nak gi kerja awal, pastu nak chow awal .. Friday cuti yahuuuu!!!!

bersilih ganti dalam sehari

pasal mood la ni.

pagi malas sangat. benci sangat.
menjelang pukul 10, syiok pulak.issues banyak. tak menang tangan melayan.
Man, ananth, ram,
sampai lupa lunch hour. kena cepat2 angkat beg ikut pintu belakang.

threadmil sket. timang2 besi sket.sauna sket.mandi sket.

ok sambung kerja. klik window sana klik window sini. reply email sana reply email sini,
jawab call sana, jawab call sini. tgk production kejap, tgk UAT kejap, tgk adhoc kejap.


ops, ada plak panggilan 'sayang' dalam email terlayang.
jgn perasan. itu tanda issue datang. panggil sayang, kot le cepat dilayan.
huh.

To: aku
From: kulit putih kuning
CC: kulit sitompok manggis1, manggis 2 dan manggis 3.

Hi Sayang,
I have requested for bla bla bla ...
Not sure if it has been deployed ... bla bla bla ..

weng! tapi ok je. tak terbuai perasaan tapi terukir jugak senyuman. manggis2 bukan paham.

ops dah pukul 7 pm?oh hati mula tak keruan. issue banyak kat tangan. fikir. family kat rumah pun nak makan hasil tangan yg sama.

gundah.gundah.

blah je lah.

bukan dapat bonus pun.

ok, confession.
down gak tak dapat bonus. walaupun baru join. ohoho!


mulut kata tidak mengapa.
wahai hati kenapa tak terima?
apa akal kata?
bukan ke mulut dan hati seharusnya
mengikut kata akal?


kecamuk jiwa.


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hectic

gosh it has been a hectic week for me, at work especially. Suddenly i feel so involved in everything and lately they always put me in the loop. its great, it really is. Loads of issues but i'm enjoying every seconds of it. Lega gila lepas solve and paling best when users gave credits :-) . penat tapi i feel its so worth it. balik rumah mmg terus flat. didnt even bother to online again. balik, layan anak2, pastu dozed off.


only during lunch hour yesterday that i had a chance to drop by kat facebook. huhuhu ... and then bila nak bukak blog, dah takleh rupanya. again.


okeh. its almost 1 a.m and kat luar dah start to pour. Guruh bagai ... better aku peluk apa2 yg patut dipeluk .....

daa..

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malulah ...

in one of my break for coffee time, i had a chance to actually sit and chat with few of my office mates. i was surrounded with a whole bunch of guys from one city in india, hyder*abad. i only know one of them. So i thought this is a good time for sort of ice breaking.


i asked for their names. i know they are from my team but they sit so far from me and i couldn't recalled them by their names. nama memasing sungguh le keindiaan .. and then it was my turn,


"i'm fara"


"yea we know"


oopss ...


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sedikit sahaja

This week busy betul kat office. Banyak aku nak kena catch up before ditinggalkan sorang2 coz lagi dua org tuh nak cuti panjang ... mudah mudahan aku leh manage time tu nanti.. insya Allah ... aku kan, bila dah khusyuk dan tawaduk buat kerja, harus la nk makan pun lupa ... huhuhu tingat masa kat ofis lama ... bila dorang ajak bfast/lunch, bila aku kata nanti aku join kemudian .. ha, 90% keberangkalian yg aku tak join pun akhirnyer ... alahhh .. mula la nk start mengenang kisah silam nih ...


Musim cuti ni, paling syok bila send emails kat orang, dapat auto reply coz dorang x der ... aku suker! kurang orang, kurang users, kurang komplen,kurang le stress! hikss!!!!

Idlan 4 months

Aku mengantuk giler ni tapi aku gagahkan jugak update .. semata2 nak mark hari ni, 1st time aku nampak Idlan meniarap ... 2 kali tadi dia meniarap sendiri ... :-) hari ni, umur idlan 4 bulan 12 hari ...


Ya Allah mata aku ni melekat tak hingat! tapi nak tido tak tenang banyak baju nak kena basuh dan sidai malam ni jugak ... pagi tadi bangun terlewat padahal aku kena jadik facilitator utk agents' training ... bidan terjun benonyer ... masa kat Kuantan Kak Ita called mintak aku jd. faci, sbb mamat india yg patutnyer supprt PE, tak available ... aku ok jek, cuma bab sampai awal mmg failed sbb anak aku nangis malam so aku ala2 malas bangun gitu ...


aku sampai kat training room tu kul 10 sabo jek lah! tgk dalam tuh dah full .. PE tgh briefed kat depan ... aku tgk cantik jek training manual, ngan CD yg ada dalam folder tuh .. aku tanya PE, haruslah dorang datang weekend and worked hard for this event ... bravo to Soul and her team! huhuuh ... opsss.. silap, her team?? ekekeke... bravo to sol n PE aje lah! ekekeke ... her team .. seswatuh aje .. kan sol??


bila dalam tuh..hilang plak mengantuk aku secara automatik ... seronok gitu menjawab pertanyaan2 trainer2 dari agents seluruh mesia ... yg aku tak sure pun aku tibai jek wakakak ... yang penting muka kena nmpk konfiden gitu muahahaha! lepas dah jawab, baru le sms soul double check jawapan aku betul tak ekekeke .. tapi sbb dah salu main2 ngan application nih .. and lagipun aku dah familiar ngan data2 dia dek krn develop reports .. maka tak de la teruk sangat aku rasa ... bleh kata 95% aku leh guide le dorang tuh .. training ni is for master trainers aka black belt training.. lepas dorang dah habis training ni .. dorang plak kena kasik training kat users2 dorang berteraburan diseluruh pelosok malaysia also knwn as green belt training... paling tough ofkos le drp m*yb*nk ... huhuuh! sampaikan respnse time daripada maker wat transactin sampai ke checker nak authorize, dia amik timing .. adeh! 20 minit! habis le SLA dorang ... tapi, aku rasa once drang familiar with the system .. laju je tu nanti ...


mula2 session masing2 muka serius je la kan .. lepas lunch je masing2 dah leh gurau2 senda gitu .. tuh yg best bila bab2 deal ngan agents nih .. once dah kenal, best jek rasa ...tapi, esok aku dah tak join kot black belt training ni ... sbb nk kena fokus plak kat reports reconciliation .. adeh! berdebar2 jek everytime UAT habis EOD ... hopefully target nak zero variance terlaksana le .. aminnnn ...


lepas je training tadi ... tuh dia, mata aku kembali mengantuk! dilema nak balik ke nak stay .. kalau stay, tak ada apa sangat nak dibuat memandangkan report recon lom start ... masa ni la kalau nak amik kesempatan balik awal pun ... tapi, balik awal siang2 nih ,.. harus mata aku mengantuk giler masa drive! pelik la mata aku ni.. drive balik kerja malam tak plak ngantuk ... drive pagi nak gi kerja, ngan balik kerja siang ..ngantuk dia yg tahap kronik .. rasanya dah 2 kali aku masuk exit salah, sebab ngantuk sgt dan terlelap .. bahaya giler! aku rasa tahap kolestral dalam badan dah teruk sgt gih sampai mata ngantuk sokmo!


so dalam kul 630 gitu aku decide balik lah jugak ... at least dah tak panas, s kurang le ngantuk .. tapi ngantuk gak tapi aku called mak aku so hilang le ngantuk... selain tu, dpt panggilan lain yg terus kasik ngantuk aku hilang ... huhuhu! masa dah nak sampai, laki aku called tanya aku kat mana .. dia ingatkan aku balik lewat, dia nak bgtau dia nak goreng semua kopok lekor yg beli kat kuantan smlm .. aku kata goreng je lah .. tak banyak pun, beli 13 aje yg kecik2 tu .. rm10 .. kasik kat jiran sebelah 5, ada balance 6b..dah goreng malam tadi separuh.. so tadi greng lagi ... sedap!


nasib baik jugak le singgah beli kopok ni kat tepi sungai kuantan tu semalam ... sebab, masa berenti tu baru perasan tayar kereta pancit ... padahal aku baru jek tampal hari Khamis bfore tu .. saba jek la ...pegi shell drang kata takleh nak tampal, kalau tukar tayar spare bleh le .. so kitrang carik je wrkshop ..nasib baik ada workshop bukak kat depan kompleks teruntum tuh ... dia tampal rm6, dia kata, tmpt yg aku tampal tu, tampalan dia pendek sangat ... oo itu pasal kah? .. hmmm ... then tukar plug ..patut le kereta aku dok tersengguk2 salu ..rupanya plug dah tahap kronik .. adeh! tukar le jugak, rm25 ... tu yg jadik lewat sampai rumah semalam ... :-)