citer apsal kerja lah!

Adoi aku busy banget u ols lately. Ngan UAT for Philipines, Thai, mesia, AE, EA .. ngan production bugs and changes lagi, ngan new module lagik .. semua pong effect kat reports aku .. hampas sekali bila semua mintak country spec report .. semua main ckp urgent jek .. rasa tk mennag tangan adoii! masa nih le TL aku tuh amik cuti kawen! uwa mek terseksa u ols! oh tp looking from positive side, its good. yeah ..kasik positive energy sket dalam minda aku .. supaya leh fokus dan ikhlas mencarik rezeki ... but all these made me closer to the team .. ala2 tak kenal maka tak chenta kan.. bila dah kenal, aku rasa mcm nyesal plak tak masuk SRJK (T) dulu keekek! takpun amik bahsa hindi ke kan .. haruslah soronot takder jurang femisah antara kami ... ooopss ... apa yang penting?? kerja sama... ekekeke!


Last week, masa aku tgh fenin2 pahamkan business (ye, aku slow sket bab2 open trade banking nih walaupun all this while I involve with banking/financial projects ... but this one seems like am really into it .. so tuh yg ala2 sungguh gitu nak comprehend everything .. hampas .. nak pahamkan antara finance level txn ngan doc level txn loan pon nganga2 gitu .. lom masuk lg nk detail into terms .. offering lah, settlement lah, request for finance lah, short payment lah, payment appropriation lahh, anchor lah, spoke lah, buyer-supplier lah bla bla bla .. kosser noks! ) - last week masa aku tgh sambil dok buat script, sambil dok melebihpahamkan table relationship ngan business logic sumer .. opismate aku call suh gi kat cube dia ... coz ada new report req. from malaysia yg dah dibuat tp lom masuk dalam UAT envi. kat cube mamat nih ada la sorang chinese tuh aku bajet sure user from stanchart mesia kan ... masa tgh dok ckp2 tuh, chinese tu tanya kat aku, "Do u know me?" and aku ngan jujur noks jawab je tak kenal ... dia senyum jek pastu kata, "I'm Man" oooppsss ... wakakak!! itulah, selama nih dok borak over the phone jek..rupanya dia la one of users from HK. terus aku ala2 excited gitu .. aku siap bajet dia dah tua coz suara dia sgt lah soft dlm phone cakap mcm gaya atuk2 gitu .. rupanya muda lagik wan*yiu*man nih ... seb baik aku tak cakap melayu ngan dia coz aku bajet dia cina mesia .. ekeke! sejak tuh bila dia call aku rs segan la plak .. selama nih aku tak segan sgt coz aku ingat dia dh tua and buta IT wakakakka! ooopss!


apa lagi? tu jek dulu lah .. nak tido .. esok gi kerja lagik ... hmmmm .. I hope tomorrow will be better than today! caiyok Fara!! bring all positive energy only! abaikan kata2 yg leh menyerongkan fokus anda! perghh!

I believe I can fly

It's already Wednesday. Sigh. Lately I don't feel very healthy with headache and my eyes can't stand to look at pc screen for a long duration. I must hv overuse my eyes, if we hv that word :-)

It's already 3 months i am working in this new place. Stil I think it is a new place, that is because i dont feel 100 percent belonged here. Not yet. Maybe because I still have this idea of looking for some other places. Most of the time I tried to cast that away, as I will not go for no reason. 3 months is too short to leave a place. Maybe I'll wait, yeah at least a year ... or maybe 7 years .. hehehehe! I've had my 1st appraisal session yesterday, and 3 months time is still bit short to get all objectives met. But the session was good as I know the expectation for me to set my target. Working here is tough. Not about the work, but about the environment. These people are fast. Actually very fast. Sometimes i just coudlnt cope, feel so left behind, and feel like giving up. But hey! As I said, I should give myself another chance. Relax lahhhh ... its my 3 months anniversary by the way ... it means the end of my probational period. I should get my self books or new MAC lipstick or somethings. Celebrate! hahaha .. eyah rite! Macam lah ada increament pon ... huhuhu!


Ok lah dulu. Need to get ready to office. Caiyork Caiyorrkkkk!!!!!!