It's already Wednesday. Sigh. Lately I don't feel very healthy with headache and my eyes can't stand to look at pc screen for a long duration. I must hv overuse my eyes, if we hv that word :-)
It's already 3 months i am working in this new place. Stil I think it is a new place, that is because i dont feel 100 percent belonged here. Not yet. Maybe because I still have this idea of looking for some other places. Most of the time I tried to cast that away, as I will not go for no reason. 3 months is too short to leave a place. Maybe I'll wait, yeah at least a year ... or maybe 7 years .. hehehehe! I've had my 1st appraisal session yesterday, and 3 months time is still bit short to get all objectives met. But the session was good as I know the expectation for me to set my target. Working here is tough. Not about the work, but about the environment. These people are fast. Actually very fast. Sometimes i just coudlnt cope, feel so left behind, and feel like giving up. But hey! As I said, I should give myself another chance. Relax lahhhh ... its my 3 months anniversary by the way ... it means the end of my probational period. I should get my self books or new MAC lipstick or somethings. Celebrate! hahaha .. eyah rite! Macam lah ada increament pon ... huhuhu!
Ok lah dulu. Need to get ready to office. Caiyork Caiyorrkkkk!!!!!!
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
Monday, 17 November 2008
The Day We were suprised
rieIt was a last minute notice i received from her school's principal about the event.
The event was a very simple one. Lydia goes to a nursery, with kindergarten in it. It has a small number of students. I guess each class (by age) has 10 students. Just like my kindergarten more than 20 years back. So the event was also simple. There were not many performances as they were only few songs by the kids.
I was surprised when the emcee announced Lydia's name for the 1st place in 4 years old class. How can the teachers not telling me about this? Have they forgot or it's their style, to suprise parents, i seriously dont know. But if it is, they hv succeed. Me and my husband both suprise to hear Lydia's name called. Not that we think Lydia is not capable. We know Lydia is a smart girl. Her exam's results are excellent and her reading is also good. But still, why parents are not being told? i just dont understand. I told my husband maybe we should send Lydia to different school next year .. he said why should we? Lydia is doing fine in this school.So I said, but this school doesnt have the proper communication and their concert is not grand and the 6 years old class doesnt get to wear jubah konvo to receive scroll. And my husband replied, why is that very important to me? why a grand concert is so important to me? He see Lydia is happy in this school. Dont you think its going to be difficult for her to adapt to a new school? Dont you think Lydia's happiness is more important tha a grand concert? thats what he said. And he said the suprise for not getting any info about final result is quite cool. And jubah ?? that is not a big deal at all, we can go to any photo shop, rent one and take pic, if thats what you want.
Ok, he won.
And then, another award is for the Best Award. This time I hv expected that Lydia will be one of the 3. And she is. Emcee said that the best are choosen based on their achievement in 'Cahayaku' and their overall attitude and performance for the whole year.
wow.
I am a mother, and I am proud of my daughter. I am sorry if i overreacting but i suppose every parents will share the same feeling as mine.
The event was a very simple one. Lydia goes to a nursery, with kindergarten in it. It has a small number of students. I guess each class (by age) has 10 students. Just like my kindergarten more than 20 years back. So the event was also simple. There were not many performances as they were only few songs by the kids.
I was surprised when the emcee announced Lydia's name for the 1st place in 4 years old class. How can the teachers not telling me about this? Have they forgot or it's their style, to suprise parents, i seriously dont know. But if it is, they hv succeed. Me and my husband both suprise to hear Lydia's name called. Not that we think Lydia is not capable. We know Lydia is a smart girl. Her exam's results are excellent and her reading is also good. But still, why parents are not being told? i just dont understand. I told my husband maybe we should send Lydia to different school next year .. he said why should we? Lydia is doing fine in this school.So I said, but this school doesnt have the proper communication and their concert is not grand and the 6 years old class doesnt get to wear jubah konvo to receive scroll. And my husband replied, why is that very important to me? why a grand concert is so important to me? He see Lydia is happy in this school. Dont you think its going to be difficult for her to adapt to a new school? Dont you think Lydia's happiness is more important tha a grand concert? thats what he said. And he said the suprise for not getting any info about final result is quite cool. And jubah ?? that is not a big deal at all, we can go to any photo shop, rent one and take pic, if thats what you want.
Ok, he won.
And then, another award is for the Best Award. This time I hv expected that Lydia will be one of the 3. And she is. Emcee said that the best are choosen based on their achievement in 'Cahayaku' and their overall attitude and performance for the whole year.
wow.
I am a mother, and I am proud of my daughter. I am sorry if i overreacting but i suppose every parents will share the same feeling as mine.
Thursday, 13 November 2008
My Passion
I'm going to be bz this weekend. That is because my husband doesnt allow me to read these book on any nights during weekdays. He knows me very well that once start, i wont stop
Cant wait for weekend ...
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
My Car - Part 2
The car got overheated because of a very simple reason. Radiator's and the radiator's spare tank was dry. Kering kontang. The night itself my husband refilled both and the next morning which is on Saturday, it was again kering kontang. Radiator was leaking.
So we had to send it to w/shop.
At the end of the day, radiator got changed, front bonnet got changed, rear tyre got pumped and changed from spare rim to normal one, front window got fixed, Centralized lock got fixed. The whole Saturday I just stayed home and my husband went tovarious places looking for those parts and workshops. Thank god I hv my car fixed. The only pending now is bumper and milage reading. :-)
To celebrate our car's new look, we had a nice dinner at Pizza Hut. Last time we had pizza together was the day idlansyah was born, just one hour before the delivery. :-)
So we had to send it to w/shop.
At the end of the day, radiator got changed, front bonnet got changed, rear tyre got pumped and changed from spare rim to normal one, front window got fixed, Centralized lock got fixed. The whole Saturday I just stayed home and my husband went tovarious places looking for those parts and workshops. Thank god I hv my car fixed. The only pending now is bumper and milage reading. :-)
To celebrate our car's new look, we had a nice dinner at Pizza Hut. Last time we had pizza together was the day idlansyah was born, just one hour before the delivery. :-)
Monday, 10 November 2008
My Car
On last Hari Raya Puasa, our car accidentally hit another car at Jln Meru, in our way back from last minute shopping at Tesco Setia Alam. I was not the driver, if that is what you have in ur mind, okay?
Front bonnet's damages was obvious and needed a repair. Since the car can still be running and more important, because we have jussstttt 'invested' our RM in Tesco, we decided to keep it that way at least until after hari raya(read: until we have budget for that). With the condition of the car, we still enjoyed our hari raya until the last episodes of open houses. :-)
Worse, as I have mentioned in my prev entry, the driver window was also not functioning. We ignored that one too. I dont know why. Its just that we think that can wait. We can still pay toll with the door open. not a big deal.
And then the bumper. It got hit by a motorcycle i dont remember when. Since then, It was not balance. We ignored that too.... pity my car ... "bumper dah jatuh" .. opsss
The centralized locking system was also not working. We ignored that too ...
It's like we have abandoned our car, our only car, the car that has been with me most of the time. The car that has loyally been 'listening' to all my ramblings whenever i am happy, or sad, or angry, or excited. Well, with the long home-office journey, if my car can talk, i believe all my secret will not be a secret anymore. Tell no one your secret but your car? huhuhu ...
Until last Friday.
I was on my way back from office when I noticed that the aircondition is not working. In a hot evening plus traffic jammed as heavy as usual especially from PJ to Sunway,I switch off the aircond and open all windows. It was hot, it was smoky, it was noisy and it was fine. No aircond is still fine.
Then the temperature's metre showed a high reading. Oh no, this is not fine. I noticed that everytime my car stopped, or slowing down, the temperature gets higher. I was bit panicked and started to take only most left lane, just in case i need to make an emergency stop. I was really really hoping and praying that the traffic will be smooth when I took NKVE thru Subang. And yup, traffic was fine and I can drive at 100km/h. I was quite relief when the reading going down below half.
It was not long though, as when i reached Setia Alam exit toll, the queue was long. And again, meter reading was going up, this time, faster. i was sweating. It was already 7.30pm, i know I must either drive fast, or stop. To drive fast was impossible with about 20 cars in front queuing. Nothing that I can do except to pass by all the cars, cut the queue short, pay off and go. Oh how i wished my smart tag has at least rm3 balance. huhuhu! ada smart tag pun x guna without balance ... hampeh!
The meter reading was quite stabil from Setia Alam to kapar ... but i didnt dare to take the normal route as I know normal route will be jammed because of the Friday's Pasar Malam. Hence I took another root. Little did I know the route were used mostly by big lorries, and they were all, slow. Going Slow means reading high. OMG! and how come suddenly there are so many traffic lights at jln kapar!!! whywhy why???? huhuhu ... uwaaa!! Please la, please let me reach my home .. my heart was not stopping from saying that. panic siot! worse, some part of the road were under repaired .. why now?? why why why??? memang sengal!! those things were slowing me down ... So at every traffic light i decided to stop while waiting for green light.
At the very last traffic light, when the light's green, despite car's speeding, meter's reading was not going down. and it went up so fast, and the pointer was sooo near to the red color, means the car is now very hot and dangerous. I made an immediate stop. It was around 3 kms distance to my house. I wanted to call husband to see if he can come and rescue me. Then I canceled as i know he is at home with the kids. I thought I can still proceed. After about 5 minutes stop, I made a move again. i guess my heart was beating faster than the car's speed. I wanted to be at home, if possible with a blink of an eye. ok, tht is not possible.
I was soooooo relief to see my housing area few mins later. At about 5 houses away from my house, the meter's reading was already at red area. Scared that it will blow up, i stopped and called husband. He came walking and took the car from me. I cried when I told him the whole story. He just smiled. I hate it when he just smiled when I was freaking panic. Does he think it's funny?? huh! grrrr!!!
Now, on second thought, I think it was quite funny. huhuhu ...
Continue later u ols! ... on My Weekend ...
Front bonnet's damages was obvious and needed a repair. Since the car can still be running and more important, because we have jussstttt 'invested' our RM in Tesco, we decided to keep it that way at least until after hari raya(read: until we have budget for that). With the condition of the car, we still enjoyed our hari raya until the last episodes of open houses. :-)
Worse, as I have mentioned in my prev entry, the driver window was also not functioning. We ignored that one too. I dont know why. Its just that we think that can wait. We can still pay toll with the door open. not a big deal.
And then the bumper. It got hit by a motorcycle i dont remember when. Since then, It was not balance. We ignored that too.... pity my car ... "bumper dah jatuh" .. opsss
The centralized locking system was also not working. We ignored that too ...
It's like we have abandoned our car, our only car, the car that has been with me most of the time. The car that has loyally been 'listening' to all my ramblings whenever i am happy, or sad, or angry, or excited. Well, with the long home-office journey, if my car can talk, i believe all my secret will not be a secret anymore. Tell no one your secret but your car? huhuhu ...
Until last Friday.
I was on my way back from office when I noticed that the aircondition is not working. In a hot evening plus traffic jammed as heavy as usual especially from PJ to Sunway,I switch off the aircond and open all windows. It was hot, it was smoky, it was noisy and it was fine. No aircond is still fine.
Then the temperature's metre showed a high reading. Oh no, this is not fine. I noticed that everytime my car stopped, or slowing down, the temperature gets higher. I was bit panicked and started to take only most left lane, just in case i need to make an emergency stop. I was really really hoping and praying that the traffic will be smooth when I took NKVE thru Subang. And yup, traffic was fine and I can drive at 100km/h. I was quite relief when the reading going down below half.
It was not long though, as when i reached Setia Alam exit toll, the queue was long. And again, meter reading was going up, this time, faster. i was sweating. It was already 7.30pm, i know I must either drive fast, or stop. To drive fast was impossible with about 20 cars in front queuing. Nothing that I can do except to pass by all the cars, cut the queue short, pay off and go. Oh how i wished my smart tag has at least rm3 balance. huhuhu! ada smart tag pun x guna without balance ... hampeh!
The meter reading was quite stabil from Setia Alam to kapar ... but i didnt dare to take the normal route as I know normal route will be jammed because of the Friday's Pasar Malam. Hence I took another root. Little did I know the route were used mostly by big lorries, and they were all, slow. Going Slow means reading high. OMG! and how come suddenly there are so many traffic lights at jln kapar!!! whywhy why???? huhuhu ... uwaaa!! Please la, please let me reach my home .. my heart was not stopping from saying that. panic siot! worse, some part of the road were under repaired .. why now?? why why why??? memang sengal!! those things were slowing me down ... So at every traffic light i decided to stop while waiting for green light.
At the very last traffic light, when the light's green, despite car's speeding, meter's reading was not going down. and it went up so fast, and the pointer was sooo near to the red color, means the car is now very hot and dangerous. I made an immediate stop. It was around 3 kms distance to my house. I wanted to call husband to see if he can come and rescue me. Then I canceled as i know he is at home with the kids. I thought I can still proceed. After about 5 minutes stop, I made a move again. i guess my heart was beating faster than the car's speed. I wanted to be at home, if possible with a blink of an eye. ok, tht is not possible.
I was soooooo relief to see my housing area few mins later. At about 5 houses away from my house, the meter's reading was already at red area. Scared that it will blow up, i stopped and called husband. He came walking and took the car from me. I cried when I told him the whole story. He just smiled. I hate it when he just smiled when I was freaking panic. Does he think it's funny?? huh! grrrr!!!
Now, on second thought, I think it was quite funny. huhuhu ...
Continue later u ols! ... on My Weekend ...
Friday, 7 November 2008
My Girl
Syukurlah, both my kids' health are getting better. Still under medication, but much better than couple of days ago.
Lydia was on silent mode for about 3 days because of multiple ulsers in her mouth. She refused all types of food and to hear she cried everytime I brushed her teeth is something that I couldnt bear.
After 2 days being pampered with me being around, finally yesterday she is ready to go to school. During our dinner last night, we realized that she has got back her 'talking mode' as she did all the talking, as usual, about her friends and what happened in school.
"Mak, Aqil tu, suka kata Zikri ada dua makwe" She said innocently
"Lydia tau ke mak we tu apa?"
"Hmm ... Entahlah" she answered like a DQ
"Habis, siapa yang dia panggil makwe tu"
"Lydia, dengan Afrina"
With that, I know she has recovered. :-)
Tuesday, 4 November 2008
My Boy
Idlansyah will be 9th mos on this 11.11.
Tak macam Lydia, dia ni susah makan ubat. Dah agak lama dia kena selsema and doctor salu kata kena habiskan antibiotic, tapi setiap kali kasik, sure dia muntahkan balik ... so, aku pun give up and stop bagi ...
Few days lepas, ada kuar mcm nanah dari telinga dia ... bawak jumpa doktor ... katanya kena infection, sbb kahak yg tak keluar ... OMG, baru aku tau betapa lah aku silap tak habiskan antibiotic tu ... so skang ni, mmg aku paksa jugak .. bila dia muntah, aku masukkan balik ... berjayalah jugak lama2 dia pun dah give up kot nak muntah ... :-)
Dia baru mula merangkak, dan dah few times berjaya duduk sendiri ... seronok aku tengok ... meragam pun tak de la sangat ... cuma kalau aku balik kerja, mmg tak de can le nak buat benda lain .. asyik nak kena melekat dengan dia jek ... seronok jek rasa bila anak2 nak dekat mcm tu kan?
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